What is it about Sundays which always make me feel restless like a caged bird, like a river obstructed I want to brake free, I need to flow I use all my strength in doing so but still I held something back may be I'm scared may be I'm not sure that the path I will take will be the right one or more like, Will I like it?? The distructions I will ensue, the bonds broken irrevocably, misgivings, curses, unhappiness; is it all worth to do so. Will it lead me to the happiness everyone is always talking about but then again what is happiness. Will I be happy with the things I want if I get them I don't think so if I get what I want I will have another set of things which I don't want or which i want instead n that is going to make me restless again. So is it sunday Or is it some melancholy in me which don't leave me in peace but why the rest of the week is as uneventful as weak cold tea. Iguess its Me.......

I'm the villain!!!!

how do u like it when u have to be a complete bitch. U have to state the facts to the people to tell them fessup when they are definetly not doing n bang u r the villain in their lives. Just because u make them face the mirror. U dont want the dirty work or say the things u say but no one else is ready   To do it so u square ur sholder n lay it open for them like here take it whether u like it or not.
N what u get in return a few hometruth about urself which u urself want to face. U r pleased with ur self that u did the right thing n sad cuz in return u get it as good as u diliver.
I do it often n get hirt in the process n man does it hurt
But in the end im still THE VILLAIN.....

Crowd n i

When u r standing in crowd n dont know anyone or for that matter u dont know even urslf what u do?
U do what everyone else is doing like living in their happy bubble or their misery. Smiling scowling standing erect like everything is perfect with their world.
U di the same things but think urself better then everyone else how is that
No one can be better than everyone else coz people are not programmed that way. Every person is a unique individual with his/her own personal set of good and bad. So stop being so superior or inferior u r born to live ur life not anyone else life they will live their own.
So when u stand in a crowd n u think that ur better than them then think why at all u r a part of that crowd. It will help u straighten ur act.