thirty n counting

when you are in your thirties people want you to act like thirty dress like thirty n behave like thirty. But i dont know how to do that cuz i have never been in thirties before but i have been in twenties so i know how to do twenties..
I feel like a lost kid.
But seriously i dont feel the numbers i just grown physically i dont feel that changing score board should change how i act behave or live> Does It????

You wont find any visuals here as i'm so poor at visualizing. I think with words, smell, textures not by pictures, far from it. So u wont find this very interesting if you are looking for pretty pictures.
What one supposed to do when spending precious years of life chasing a mirage; one finds that there is nothing to chase its just a mirage. What you do then Be bitter Mop cry or move on or keep on  chasing pavements. What one does when life is either too much or nothing like a limbo a continuous melancholy.
For me the best way is to cop with it is to take life in small doses to live in the moment never think beyond the moment if you think you will feel pressurized it will become too overwhelming to endure. Benevolence start from home be kind to yourself You did what u have to. There is nothing wrong with you. So smile don't let others see you down. N you are not alone in this world is quite a lonely place with all its population......